Im Rhi, 20 years old.
I know what its like to smile, when all i want to do is cry. I know what its like to feel so exhausted but cant sleep. To not eat because of the way i look. To hurt myself on the outside to feel better on the inside. To contemplate ending my life to get away from my own thoughts/feelings. I have suffered from depression, self harm, eating disorders and been suicidal. To say 'it sucks' is a complete understatement. Depression has robbed me of my life, but i try to live day by day. Some are harder than others, but, im still here, and that's got to mean something. If anyone wants to talk or ask a question your welcome too.