Im Rhi, 20 years old.
I know what its like to smile, when all you want to do is cry. I know what its like to feel so exhausted but cant sleep. To not eat because of the way you look. To hurt yourself on the outside to feel better on the inside. To attempt to end your life to get away from your own thoughts/feelings.
I have suffered from depression, self harm, eating disorders and been suicidal. To say 'it sucks' is a complete understatement. Depression has robbed me of my life, but i try to live day by day. Some are harder than others, but, im still here, and that's got to mean something. If anyone wants to talk or ask a question your welcome too.